Emily

09:45 am: Sitting PAS on Senior Skip Day
There is no one here!!!! BUT i have to be in class because i skiped way to many class. LoL. I am graduating in like 2 weeks! I can not fricken believe it! I went to Joe house and partied it up till 3 oclock in the morning. I feel like i couldnt move I was so tired. I didnt go to first period and i showed up to pas late. Its amazing did I mention no one is here. muahaha Its so funny. I have chorale next and well i dont know how long i will last i might just colapes on the floor and sleep for the whole period. I am going back to joes house cause i need my purse and ect. then i am going to rush to big y. I worked so much last week i felt like i never left. I worked like 10 over time hours. It was CRAZY!!!! Ummm i kinda rambling. I called amie on her cell phone on the wrong day. her bday is the 27 and i called her on the 26 so she is getting 2 bday calls. Since she couldnt really be her for she is on the round table trip. Wahoo. I am rambling now and i dont know if i am making any sence at all. If you people understand me i will be amazed. If someone actually reads this i think i might have a heart attack...

FAir thee well live journal people for the next couple months.


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10:04 am: I havent written on live journal in a while. Well since then i think i have gone through two boyfriends, in the process of find a new job and just hanging out with friends. Last week it was a non-stop party at my house. Joe came over ever night except one and the night he didnt come over so other people come over. It was awesome. This week got off to a rocky start, but it is ok now cause i have the most amazing friends... Emily, Sarah, Amie, and Joe FRIENDS FOR LIFE! this is also going to be well anticipated week. ROCK ON!!! I have one more week of childhood, untill i become an adult. I going to be your elder! Anywho much love to you all I will make sure to update me.... or i could continue to be a mystery lol. just kidding.


HAPPY LATE BDAY ARIANA!

08:29 am: Mumble Jumble.
My grandma's funeral is on Monday. I am feeling alot better about it. I know that when I attend the services that I will shed a few tears, but thats cause I will miss her. I know she is in good hands. She will be taken care of and will take care of us.


I went to the doctors and well i found out why it hurts when I talk. Its because I talk wrong. AHHHHH! All my life i have been deciving myself. LOL.

I stayed up all night talking on the phone and so I am really tired. I have to go to the school so I most likly will be sleeping during algerbra. YEAH for late arrival. Its the reason I live.


au rivoir

11:14 am: We Will Remember You
My Grandmother passed yesterday... The funeral will be saterday. To be updated later.

12:11 pm: PS
Can someone tell me what you guys go over in round table... So I am not behind. I will love you guys forever and a day... Some of you I already do. Muah!

11:48 am: Lets have a car ride with more people then seats! Go Team!!!!!
I went to friendly's with Jay, Zach, Amie, Brandon, Joe, and Sarah. It was fun. We had to put Jay and Zach in the trunk however because there was no room in the actual car. Then Joe popped the trunk on Burlington tpk. (I think that was the road). Everyone was like oh shit. Close the trunk! Close the trunk before we get a ticket or arrested. I t'was hilarious. Then we get to our destination and they have dinner and ordered ice cream. It wasn't to eventful in the restaurant. Well except for the cock roach in the bathroom right under the "We strive to make this environment as clean as possible." That was kinda an oxi-moron. Then we had to leave cause Sarah and Amie had to go home. I actually went to bed early last night at like 10:30. I couldn't not sleep. I had gotten so little the day before. I kept waking up sporadically during the night. I had/have cramps that wouldn't go away. It feels like from my female parts down I am paralyzed. GAAAA! I hate being a girl. When my mom came upstairs to wake me up I had been up for an hour just crying. She was like oh no I will call to Docter and find out what to do. They said to drug me up. YEAH!!!! Drugs are fun. haha. Any-who, I am home and feeling really guilty cause my mom said if she let me go out the day before then you have to wake up in the morning. She says not to be upset but I still feel bad. Emily Stop haveing a conscience. grrr.

09:35 am: Weekend
This weekend has definitely been eventful. I enjoyed myself quite a bit. I have so much confidence and I feel so much better about myself. It was good times.


<3 9/12/04

06:53 pm: I changed my layout and I got a new icon. Yeah for that. I got it from eyeconic. I dont know how to make the little symbol thing but that is the username.

So today was good. Nothing to inspiring. Went to music theory, free period then chorale. Oh the excitment. Then went to roundtable. It was a music filled day.

Nothing truly profound has happened thus far since school has started. I am trying to keep up with the ECSU music and MHS music. I think I am doing well.


Have a good day dears.

03:09 pm: Liberation
I have cut my hair and gotten new glasses. I feel like a different person. I feel like I have been liberated. I know I have deffinitly changed. I have let my gaurd down. I dont think that the world is out to get me. I feel as if I can embrass the world in all measures. I want to go out and have adventures. I want to try everything out there. I want to be stupid and be smart at the same time. I want to experience everything the world has to offer. I need people to realize that I am not the same Emily I was Jr or sophmore year! I want them to see I am not shy, quiet, innocent. I dont want to be these things anymore. When I think of the a shy, quiet, innocent person, I think of a person with no experienc. A person who sits around doing nothinging with your life. I can never do that again. I am so greatful to anything and everything that as influenced me to feel this way. I am happy and happy is a good place to be.


Life is really starting to fall into place. Good things really do happen to those who wait.

12:18 pm: Our little adventure
Provendince Mall

Squamicat beach

Crazy man and directions

Love the fricken signs

Not getting lost in RI in the middle of the night on a spontanous adventure

Walking in at 2:30 am and having my mom ask where i was...

Me say i was at joes house...PRICELESS